Forgotten ....

Already forgot how to get into relationship ..
Already forgot how to believe..
Already forgot how to love..

Dissapoint ? unbelieve ? heart broken ?
What kind of life i want ?
What kind of guy i want ?
What kind of relationship i want ?

Already used to alone
Already used to independent
Already used to freedom
Already used to do at my way
Already used to this kind of life

But..
Tired to be alone
Tired to be independent
Tired to be myself

Want ...
to have a family
to have my own family
to have a loving guy
to have a person that understand me
to have a person that willing to accept my weakness

But ...
life is reality ..

a sentences told me ...
not to get a guy u love him very very much
but get a guy that make you better..